This is the day where I will have my Endoscopy with Dr. Yap.
Okay so I went at the hospital at 1:30 pm.
When it’s my turn, I was kind of nervous at the OR..
Then there was a cute nurse(boy) he’s kind …
Then there goes the doctor.. He sprayed my throat with an anesthesia .. gosh it’s so hard to breathe..
Then he let me lie down sideward.. then slowly ..
He’s inserting the TUBE in my MOUTH
DOWN TO MY THROAT.. then I suddenly want to throw up..
He pulled the tube out.. there I rest for a minute ..
He did it again.. This time I wasn’t able to make it so..
He stopped.. and instead.. gave me medicine..
I was like crying because I didn’t make it and I let my mom down ..
I feel guilty…